Just because I look okay doesn't mean I'm not healing.
Yeah, my lungs sound clearer. Doesn't mean they're not still damaged.
Sure I get plenty of rest. But I don't always get enough.
This is not easy. It will never be easy.
I came very close to dying six weeks ago. I've accepted that I won't be 100% straightaway.
Yes, I almost died. Yes, I have a small metal cage inside me to make sure it doesn't happen again.
Yes, it affected the entire studio, still does because I can't do as much and we lost three weeks with my inability to go anywhere besides the hospital and surgery centers.
This is my reality. I've accepted it and I am damn proud to have survived.
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